REASONS OF ALL REASONS

Well here is me again. welcome to my new blog with new stories and experience being shared here.

As you all readers can see, I have changed my blog name from "drugstore" to "A.L.I.E.N"

People must wonder why I changed it. Before I tell you the reason behind this, you all must also have been wondering why my previous blog name is "drugstore". Why is that the word drug there?? and whats up with the store, It's not like Im selling or giving information on drugs or anything. Why didnt I give something fancy, like "diary" or "stories" or maybe "Galiologist"(this one kinda cool). Well as what people said everything has its own reason, so do I. I don't know whether I have told you this in my previous posts but here is the true reason.

So it is all started 5 years ago. In one beautiful morning I was bored and remembered that someone asked me to create a blog. So I just made one. But then the problem came a rise. What should I name my blog. FYI I am the type of a person who is absolutely talent-less in giving a name or anything random. Coz everything that I do must have at least a reason, can be stupid or good. But there has to be a reason. So then questions came into my head.

"What do I do with the blog?"
"What should I write here?"
"What will people say about me later on?"

I did a pretty long and serious thinking about this (around 20 seconds) and I said in my head

"Okay, this blog is going to be all things that happen in my life good and bad. People have their own stories so here is mine"

Suddenly, out of nowhere the word "drug" just popped out in my head and thought that it would be good for my blog name. Then another questions arose.

"what if people ask me about the meaning behind my blog name. what reason shall I give them."

Then here was where my brain started to work. So basically what my brain did tell me was since the blog is going to be filled with all things that will happen to me, it is going to be my new space to spit out everything in my head which which makes me feel relieve and I think has the same meaning as medicine or cure. But since my life can be good or bad so the word drug is better than medicine since drug also can either be good or bad. But after I got the reason I have another problem, that it is to short. So I just simply put "store" at the end of it. The word "store" here is not like "shop" but more to like "put". So yeah I guess that is it.

Ok now lets off to the reason why I did change my blog name.

This time the idea came to me around 3 days ago.

One night when I was about to sleep, as a daily routine I always think about many things that are happening in our world. I have been doing it since I can't remember when and as far as I realize one day is different than another and is normally random. But this one night was somehow I thought about human. As far as I know that we are here in this earth for a reason. Naturally for good reasons but surroundings, ego and lack of education somehow make us go the opposite way. We are here to manage the earth into a place where everyone can live comfortably and peacefully. There are cause and effect rules which we have to follow, so knowledge is required in order to discover new thing including reducing the bad effect and increasing the good effect. That is the job for human, and goes for me too. So we need to discover more about the place we live in now and there are places where human have not reached there yet. The point is we will eventually get to the place, where it is strange to us and the place and environment itself also feels the same way with the presence of us. By the time we get there, we can either destroy it or take care of it and try to learn from it.

From my point of view, the way I see human is like traveler, we like to go to places where we have never seen before and get advantages from it and advantage can be anything. So from that I got an idea to change my blog name since I have started to write again. At first I wanted to put something like "traveler" or "wanderer" but those names are too general and I wanted something that really can express our nature and habit as human being. We have the capability to destroy or build. Then again my brain started to function and the word "alien" just popped out. Somehow I think again it really suits us well since like we all have seen in movies aliens come to earth mostly to destroy us and only some that take care and learn from us. So I guess from there I got the idea. Im not saying that my blog will be filled with full scientific discovery, but instead by anything that have been discovered by me. The dots between each letter just for decoration and to make it looks longer.

I recently just had a reunion with my old friends from my high school. Why did I say old is because I did not really see them for like 4 years even though we are living in the same city due my uni schedule did not really give me free time to see them and sometimes it is the opposite, when I have the time they don't. I feel grateful for that, since I did not realise that I still have lots of friends out there that I have completely lost contact with and we could still talk like usual when we met yesterday. Just simply wonderful.

There is a saying that "your mind is like a parachute, it works best when it is opened".

That is true but there was one night where I have a thought about this saying. I am not sure that it is just me being close or simple minded or probably other have ever had this thought as well. It is sure that if you have open minded you can see things or problems from different points of view and get a way to solve them. I am not sure whether it has anything to do with our intelligent. As we know a parachute does have strings that are attached to the bag so when it is opened the strings give it stability to support us to control air as we fall. But, we also know that mind is abstract and has no support. The only thing that can support our mind is our beliefs or rules that we trust and it acts as strings or support which represent the string of parachute. If we have this support (beliefs or rules), can we say that we are being closed or simple minded? Because if mind really works like parachute, means that it needs support, coz when parachute is too opened(you know parachutes have like dome shaped when opened so absent in strings it loses the dome shaped), instead of saving us from falling it will only kill us abit longer than having no parachute. So I guess mind works the same way as it needs supports. But now the question is how open can our mind be.

Well I am a little bit confused about this mind thingy. Here is a short story.

A few weeks back there was a campaign where people are giving free contraception thingy (you know what I mean) during the AIDS day. They said they did this to prevent the virus from spreading out. I had a little conversation with several friends. I asked them about this campaign and whether the way to prevent it is suitable or not. The results are some agree, some disagree(including me), some just dont care about this.

Here are reasons what people said

Those who agree "It's good because it provides safe intimacy/adultery", "Some people can not afford for marriage yet so giving free *thingy will atleast solve the lust with their partner", "some people are addicted to it and simply cannot stop so it is a good programme"

Those who disagree "it's just simply supporting free adultery", "It wont stop the virus from spreading out but will only slow down, not very effective", "This campaign might be interpreted differently by children if they are not properly educated by parents"

But from my point of view this just means they support people to do free intimacy or adultery. Well for me rather than giving free of those *things which will only reduce the possibility, it is better to educate our society properly. I know it is not easy and there are some people addicted to it but it does not mean that they cannot stop. There are ways to solve this problem such us marriage. I believe there are therapies for people who are addicted to it. Just like those who are addicted to drugs.

Funny sayings "everyone has a purpose and role in life, perhaps yours is watching yo*tube"

GUESS WHO'S BACK!!!!!!!!

Yup here I am, filling this blank blog again. After sooooo long being absent from this cyber world.

You all must be wondering about my return. I give you a hint. Have you all watched batman returns? I guess you have. The reason is the same.

exactly, you are absolutely correct, I have nothing to do nowadays, actually I have, preparing my master proposal and waiting for the research assistant approval letter. I waited for like forever since December til today actually. Btw happy new year to all.

Just want to continue telling the world what/how/why my life is.

From the last post, if im not mistaken it was before the start of the 4th semester. Well things went pretty well actually in my 4th semester, like my grades, social life, finance. I started my fieldwork training on the 4th and 5th semester. What I learnt from that was actually much more useful and easier to understand than study the whole 3 previous semester. I mean like things get pretty easy when you have it in your hand rather than in your imagination. All terms that I have forgotten from my previous lecturers have suddenly come back and since I saw/felt/tasted what the terms are actually meant, I understood them even more. feels like the life after you just free the burden in the toilet. its like you have been given a second chance to live. Suddenly you feel the word "YOLO" does not even exist anymore. superb. I have also touched/hold/smelled/rubbed 15 kg of pure gold.

I repeat 15 KG OF PURE GOLD!!!!!!!

Can you imagine that, this nuisance boy like me could touch that kind of expensive material. If you dont believe me look at my previous FB PP. You can see there is a very happy, cute, handsome guy holding 15kg bar of gold. When I was holding that gold bar, I felt like the richest guy in that room, even for a couple of seconds.*what a wonderful feeling.

As some of people in this world know that music is part of my life. Again my team was trusted to present for my college and took part in one of the most prestige event in the uni. That time we got third place. well Im proud actually since we only practice for 2 weeks. Besides that time my team had different members than the previous one. I believed we didnt really strongly bonded that time, so the music we produced didnt really come from our heart.

My final year was not very good, disappointing actually since my grade dropped on the first semester of my final year. I did not really know why. I studied the same way as the previous semester and believed I did the exam well. even I have less credits, supposedly I could grade-up but things went the opposite way. My FYP did not really brought so much problems since I got and settled everything according to the plan. But why/how/what made my grade went down. I was shocked when the time I received my report card. I could not believe my self what I saw that day and things get worst when some friends suggested me korean movies.

Every night I watched one korean movie and cried every time the movie ended. Most of them have bad endings, I dont really know why must one of the couple dies, its like the korean producer does not really like to see the audience smile. Why dont they put the one that dies is someone that is not really in the movie story, like maybe the person who's just passing by, or maybe the maid, or the security guard, atleast not the main lovers. Coz, Its just too sad seeing it ends like that. You know sometimes I wonder, that probably, the movie is based on the producers life story. maybe, who knows. Back on my uni life. So to overcome that I reduced the time I go online, even I cut my social life abit and stop several routine activities in my second semester. I turned out better and I get fatter(is that even a word), but still the result was below my target but I tried my best. I failed to grad as A's student.

Well FYI I just graduated from my undergrad 3 months ago, I felt absolutely nothing during the day of what people called "convocation". I didn't really get it why everybody was so happy that day (ofcourse there were other guys who looked worst than me, i mean their face expressions, must be the nerd type), I mean like everyone who enters university will eventually graduate right, Im not saying that Im not grateful, but it just you know, the real life starts after that and it is worst than the uni life.

I changed the template or layout. The old one kinda lame.

Friend said "Success is moving on from failure" * kinda true.

Funny sayings "Don't be deeply sad of one failure, you still have plenty ahead"

The Last Post

Gak terasa ternyata liburan yang gw sangka bakal ngebosenin(secara dirumah doank dan sedikit jalan2) ternyata justru malah seru dan penuh dengan pelajaran yang bisa mengubah diri gw yang super kuper ini menjadi kuper aja..yup i suck in socializing and to be socialized with people though they're my friends.grrr

Pelajaran yang paling berharga gw dapet pas kebetulan denger ceramahnya Aa gym yang dengan gak sengaja suaranya kedengeran ditipi pas lagi gonta ganti cenel. jadi inti dari ceramahnya itu..

"hidup sederhana dan kalo beli barang taruh pada tempatnya"

Gw takjub pas dengerin ceramahnya aagym pas dia bilang kalo beli barang taruh pada tempatnya, secara ya emang kalo beli barang harus ditaruh ditempatnya. Tapi yang dimaksud taruh pada tempatnya disini tuh contohnya kalo beli sepatu yang tempatnya di kaki, dan hanya dikaki, bukan di hati. Tapi orang2 sekarang(kadang2 gw juga) kalo beli barang (contohnya sepatu) tarohnya di 2 tempat,yaitu di kaki dan hati. Kalo udah begini biasanya bakal nyiksa diri sendiri.

Kenapa????

karena kalo pas kita pake dan temen2 yang laen sepatunya lebih butut kita berasa tinggi hati, kalo ada yang pake lebih bagus, kita jadi iri hati, kalo kecolongan ato rusak kita jadi sakit hati. Coba kalo gak usah ditaroh dihati pasti gak bakal kerepotan untuk ngurusin hal2 yang bikin hati terusik. Bukan berarti jadi gak peduli sama barang kita sendiri(rada aneh bahasanya), tapi jangan sampe barang2 kita menjadi penghambat ato masalah kepada diri kita sendiri.

Gw pun termasuk orang yang sayang sama barang gw sendiri,maksudya sayang bukan berarti sama kayak sayang ke ortu ato pacar, tapi maksudnya gw tuh jaga barang2 yang gw minta baek2. Emang beberapa barang gw ada yang kecolongan ato rusak, tapi ya itu emang udah nasip tuh barang, dan rezeki buat tukang yang buat barang tersebut.

ini sebagai pengingat aja sebenernya bwt diri gw yang sering lupa akan keindahan hidup sederhana dan bersahaja ini.

HOT NEWS

Tanpa disangka ternyata ortu gw telah berencana bwt balik ke indo selama 7 hari bwt jalan2 sekaligus mengurus urusanya disana, dan nyokap gw mengajak gw untuk menjadi bodyguardnya dan dengan bangga gw setujui permintaan beliau. gw udah nyiapin bejibun rencana yang mudah2an bisa terlaksana.

Its been a while since then...

Itulah kata2 yang tengah bermain dalam kepala manusia ini. Sebenrnya gw juga kgk ngrti artinya apaan.hehehe.(-,-)

Btw lebaran gw yang sekaran bakal insyaAllah gw rayain di negegara tercinta. Terakhir gw lebaran di indo kira2 tahun 2004..kalo diitung2 kira2 udah satu abad gw gak lebaran di indo.

Have you ever experienced a "twice a year chat"????

Kalo gw bilang gw sedang mengalami peristiwa kyk gitu. dimana chat bersama "seseorang" hanya terjadi 2 kali dalam satu tahun dan hanya terjadi pada awal dan akhir tahun, dan jeleknya awal tahun ini udah, brarti gw harus nunggu sampe akhir tahun baru bisa chat lagi. gw cm bs bilang it sucks. secara cuma bs menyejukan hati sebentar tapi harus tersiksa sekian lama. Kadang terpikir buat apa menanti sesuatu yang lama sedangkan yang setiap saat aja ada. Tapi gw adalah manusia biasa yang juga memiliki nafsu dunia.(galau detected)

Btw this is the last post of my blog, i realize that most of da things i posted are actually private stuffs, i prefer to keep them for my self coz thats who i am.hehehhe

So this is the good bye then...

have a nice life

Love you always :D

current life and real angle

Alhamdulillahirrabbilalamin, akhirnya exam terselesaikan, walaupun the last paper was a nightmare. I was confident enough about the paper, I’ve studied hard and didn’t go online for a few days but then it was a horrible, nightmare, disaster paper. All I can do is now hoping for the best result…

It has been a week since the holiday started, and my birthday had passed a few days ago. I think it was the best birthday for me so far, though I didn’t get any present, but being surrounded by my family and friends who love me was probably enough, and also my friends set up a little surprise for me. Honestly, it was the first time I blew candles on my birthday’s cake.

A few days ago, my friends which are fajri, widya, khoti, ellvhis, rhara and parents, an unknown uncle from nowhere and I went for a small trip to Melaka. We had a lot of fun during the trip, we took photographs and visited some historical places. We also got on boat and travelled along Melaka river. We also rode on a tower that had given a great view of Melaka.

The next day most of my friends were leaving KL, and my life depends on those who stay, I’m hoping that the holiday is going to be fun and a lot of surprises.

This is an info that I got from a magazine a few days ago. The real angle in our lives is actually a person who wakes us up in the morning, who yells at us when we do something wrong and more importantly the one that has given us birth.

Yes, it’s our mother.

Gw sadar bahwa ternyata ibu gw adalah malaikat yg sebenarnya buat gw. Walaupun gw
sering kena marah karna hal sepele ato kadang2 kesel kalo ibu gw terlalu mengatur hidup gw. Tapi setelah gw pikir, semua itu untuk kebaikan gw, walaupun emang kadang2 ada aja permintaannya yang aneh2, tapi sebenarnya niatnya baik. Itu kenapa orang yang harus kita sayang setelah Rasulullah SAW adalah ibu kita.

Seorang ibu sanggup berbuat apa aja untuk kebaikan anaknya, termasuk ngorbanin dirinya sendiri. Gw juga baru tau ternyata salah satu fitrahnya seorang ibu adalah membela anaknya, walaupun anaknya dalam posisi yang salah. Pantesan aja kalo anak kecil kepentok pasti yang disalahin tembok ato mejanya, padahal yang salah kan anaknya yang jalanya nyeleweng.

Yang di atas itu contoh kecil aja kalo dipikir2 banyak sebenernya. Hal yang mungkin paling bikin seorang ibu gembira dan sekaligus sedih adalah ketika anaknya mendapat beasiswa keluar negri. Mungkin ketika mendengar berita tersebut seorang ibu akan terlihat senang padahal kemungkinan besar bagi seorang ibu itu adalah sayatan di hati, karna sebenarnya yang di inginkan seorang ibu hanya keberadaan anaknya dekat dengannya. Tapi seorang ibu juga tidak tega melihat anaknya sedih karna kehilangan suatu peluang yang sangat diingini sang anak. Karena itu seorang ibu akan mendukung anaknya walaupun menyakiti hatinya sendiri.

Temen gw pernah bilang kalo hal yang paling menyayat hati seorang ibu terutama ibu muslim adalah ketika melihat anaknya meninggal dan ketika menikah ato pas ijab kabul untuk perempuan. Setelah gw pikir bener juga, karna pas ijab Kabul terlaksana, berarti si anak perempuan adalah tanggung jawab sang suami, dan mau gak mau juga si perempuan harus nurut dan ikut suaminya. Jadi si ibu harus ridha sama keputusan suami si anak, dan itu kenapa seorang ibu sangat memilih calon suami untuk anak perempuannya, karena yang seorang ibu cari adalah yang terbaik yang paling tidak bisa menjaga anaknya, waloupun sang ibu tau calon suami anaknya belum tentu bisa menjaga sebaik dirinya.

Ini Cuma renungan gw ditengah malem yang gak bisa tidur dan juga gak tau mau ngapain, kerena kebetulan keinget dan kepikiran sesuatu tentang ibu gw sendiri. Dari pada lupa mending gw tulis di blog sendiri

Love and take care of your mother before it’s too late, and spend your time with your family as long as possible.

Stories and moments

Akhirnya blog gw tercinta ini bisa di update lagi, setelah selama ini vacuum karena banyak kegiatan dan proses pembelajaran gw yang gak karuan, ditambah minggu ujian yang sukses membuat kepala, otak, badan, dan pikiran gw berantakan.

Tanpa gw sadari ternyata blog gw ada yang baca juga dan ada pula yang sampe ngefans berat sama blog gw, sampe2 ada cewek yang minta tanda tangan gw, dengan bangga dan percaya diri gw kasih tanda tangan gw yang kononnya bisa membuat orang jatuh hati. Pas abis gw tanda tanganin kertas yang dia kasih, dia bilang makasih dan gw senyum aja, tapi begitu gw sadar, ternyata gw berada di bank, dan yang barusan gw tanda tanganin adalah receipt bayaran semesteran gw. Jadi kesimpulannya gw gak terkenal.TT

Baru2 ini gw dapet kabar yang menurut gw kabar paling buruk yang pernah gw terima, lebih buruk dari kabar kalo gw gak lulus TK. Jadi kejadiannya terjadi pada hari jumat tanggal 27 april. Gak ada tanda2 apa dipagi harinya, tapi pas udah siangan dikit, perasaan gw mulai gak enak, jadi berasa gak nyaman dan ditambah beragam perasaan gak enak lainnya jadi satu dicampur madu dan es.-,-

Pokoke gak enak lah perasaan gw. Tapi gw cuma berpikir positif aja, tapi ternyata pikiran positif gw berubah jadi negative accident. Pas abis solat jumat kakak gw sms kalo adek gw kecelakaan. Mood gw yang pada saat itu sedang gugup karna ada exam pas abis solat jumat langsung berubah 180 derajat, yang ada malah gw gak mikirin exam sama sekali. Dikepala gw cuma ada gambaran adek gw dalam kondisi bergeletak dijalan dikerumpunin orang2 dan gw gak sanggup mikirin yang nggak2 takut beneran kejadian.

Jadi pas abis exam gw langsung cabut ke RS dimana adek gw di rawat. Begitu gw masuk ward dan ngliat kondisi adek gw, mata gw langsung merah, nyokap gw crita kalo tulang kakinya patah. Pada saat itu pula gw udah gak bisa menahan tangis dan gw langsung nyari toilet karna malu nangis depan ortu.heheh

(cerita dalam toilet ditiadakan karena mengandungi unsur kedewasaan)

Pas gw balik lagi yang bisa gw lakukan cuma melihat pasrah kondisi adek gw yang tidak berdaya dengan kaki yang dibungkus benda gak jelas.(gw gak tw namanya apa). Tapi Alhamdulillahirrabbilallamin insyaAllah bisa sembuh dalam waktu 3 bulan.
AMIN AMIN AMIN

Itulah kabar terburuk yang gw pernah terima sejauh ini.

Setelah gw menjadi mahasiswa, banyak benda yang sebelumnya dulu gw gak ngerti sekarang menjadi ngerti. Bukan menyangkut pelajaran tapi tentang kehidupan, contohnya dalam membeli barang. Gw dulu orangnya suka pilih2 kalo milih barang, maksudnya pilih2 adalah milih barang branded yang tentunya menguras uang. Kalo uang gw sih gpp, lah ini uang ortu. Dulu gw berpikir kalo laptop gw harus mac, handphone harus I phone dan sepatu harus converse. Tapi setelah menjadi mahasiswa gw berasa menjadi lebih dewasa. Hal ini ditandai dengan perubahan suara gw jadi agak ngebass dan kumis sudah mulai tumbuh dengan liar.

Kedewasaan gw pun mengubah cara berpikir gw, jadi sekarang gw memilih barang berdasarkan dari kegunaannya. Jadi sekarang gw berpikir kalo laptop adalah 7-years old laptop inherited from my dad and sis, handphone gw adalah ally(nama handphone kesayangan gw) dan sepatu gw tetep converse karena gw masih muda dan pengen tampil muda.hehehe

Gw adalah orang yang senang dengan musik, hampir setiap jenis musik gw dengerin, tapi gw paling demen denger music classic, karena seneng aja gitu. Tapi aliran musik gw sebenarnya metal atau lebih dikenal sebagai mellow total. Entah kenapa and somehow gw seneng dengerin musik2 yang mellow2, bukan karna gw alay ato ababil(-,-), tapi entah kenapa gw emang suka lagu2 mellow. Ini bermula dari gw kecil imut kayak ucil yang maen tuyul & mbak yul sampe sekarang gede ganteng kayak yang maen dipilm harry potter.heheheh

Gw sekarang lagi demen nonton tv series called how i met your mother. Gw seneng banget sama tv series ini karna banyak adegan dan percakapan yang bokep lucu dan menarik. My favorite character is Barney Stinson. Karena ni orang lawakannya mantep plus multi talented.

someone asked me"do u love me?"
I said"of course i do love you"
then she smiled..

That's it for now...let's get back to the book...

basa-basi

This is the problem of being me, who couldn't look for suitable title for my own blog. I was once small, then grew up and became a teenager.
Things start from small, then grow into big.
Same as feeling which starts from nothing then grows, and will continue growing or the other way around.
Nothing remains the same, unless if time stops.
Your commitment is thing that show your way.
Make a commitment and stay with it.

Those are sentences which I got while watching movies. Those sentences have opened my eyes to see things better.hehehehehe

begitulah kelabilan gw yg masih ol pada tengah malem, dan gak ngerti mau ngapain selain menulis kata2 inspirasi yg nyangkut dikepala dan biar gak lupa gw tulis di blog. biar anak2 dan cucu bisa ngeliat.hehehe

Hidup gw sekarang byasa aja. gak banyak kegiatan yg gw ikutin secara udah mau exam dan mencoba untuk fokus pada kerjaan yang didepan mata. Pelajaran2 sudah gw pelajari dengan baik dan berharap mendapat nilai yg maksimal. Gw punya quotation baru. ini adalah quotation yg gw dapet pas baru bangun dari ketiduran pas lagi belajar.

"let me get my own C than our A"

mksdya adalah tentang pertanggung jawaban sebagai pelajar. dimana kita harus ada commitment untuk membuat assignment, tugas ato ulangan yang sifatnya individual dengan kemampuan sendiri. Banyak pelajar sekarang cenderung memikirkan nilai ketimbang kepahaman. Gak salah juga sebenernya secara emang nilai yang dipake buat ngelamar kerja.

But did you know that sometimes there are people who got high marks but dun get employed by any company? but the people who got lower marks instead.

This is related to the phrase "what goes around comes around", which is you will actually be rewarded as what you have worked for. Believe in your own ability is the best thing, coz it is you that have to survive in this world.

Soal si dia gw bener2 gak mw mikir lagi. ntah somehow ilang aja dari kepala. emg kyknya nothing inside here, It just a feeling of "missing" not "love"(muntah beranak), mending berharap dengan yg ddepan mata.huehuehueheuheu

Exam tinggal kurang lebih satu bulan lagi dan rencana mau ngambil semester pendek buat nyusul temen2 yang berada didepan sana secara gw telat satu semester. berharap dapet result yang lebih baik. AMIN AMIN AMIN...

Holidays and much more

Akhirnya bisa ngeblog lagi setelah sekian lama gak ngeblog dikarenakan kesibukan gw yang makin menjadi. Banyak banget pengalaman yang menarik, pahit, manis yang terjadi pada kurang lebih 2 bulan trakhir ini.

Dimulai dari liburan semester balik ke Negara tercinta nan indah. 4 hari pertama gw baerhasil mengellilingi daerah tempat tinggal gw yang udah lama gak terjamah. But the real holiday was started on dec 16 onwards.

Dec 16
I went to GBK, which is the national football stadium of my beloved country. Pada tanggal ini gw jualan asesoris buat para pencinta bola tanah air, karna kebetulan hari itu ada pertandingan Indonesia lawan filipina dan sekalian ngbantuin usaha om gw. Gw baru tau ternyata dagang tuh susah juga, secara banyak competitor yang barang dagangannya gak kalah bagus dan murah. Gw yang masih amatiran cuma bisa berdiri dan triak2 menawarkan barang yang ada di tangan gw dan Alhamdulillah untung 50 ribu.hehe

Dec 18
Gw balik kerumah tercinta, untuk menengok sanak saudara. Disana gw ketemu sama mobil tercinta gw yang bernama TIO. Entah kenapa dulu dikasih nama begitu. Perlu diketahui mobil gw yang satu ini sangat langka. Jujur aja seumur hidup gw baru pernah ngeliat 2 kali dijalan. Pada hari ini juga, I learned how to ride motorbike, and fortunately it wasn’t as hard as I thought.

Dec 19
Gw balik lagi ke GBK bersama keluarga gw tercinta, but not for selling things, just for fun. Then we all went to lotte, which is used to be called makro. Disana gw ketemu sama SPG yang sok akrab. Awalnya gw disuruh nyobain produk yang dia tawarin, trus abis itu gw dimintain nomer hape. Untuk menjaga keperawanan gw(-,-), gw kasih nomer hape temen gw yang kebetulan gw inget dengan mengaku itu nomer gw.sorimayori yo.hehehehe

Dec 20-24
Gak banyak yang gw lakuin dalam 5 hari tersebut dimana gw keracunan teh basi yang menyebabkan gw mules2, boker2 dan akhirnya harus dikerok. Gw juga sempet motong rambut yang kononnya udah panjang. Sisi baiknnya, setelah dipotong rupa gw pun berubah jadi lebih seger dan berseri, tapi buruknya muka gw jadi keliatan bulet.

Dec 25
That day I had a little reunion with my low-secondary school friends. We all had a great time together. But, unfortunately only a few people came, because most of them were having exam. But, I’m glad just to see yall again.hehe

Dec 27
My family and I went back to my village to visit my father’s parent. My uncle drove a car from Jakarta to Magelang, The distance was around 600 km, and the journey took 15 hours. All I did was only sitting, until my a** got hurt.

Dec 28
I went to Merapi to see the destruction. There was a massive destruction which caused houses and trees to be covered by ashes and sands. I smelled methane all over the area, make everyone had to use maskers.

Dec 30
Pada tanggal 30 ini gw balik ke Jakarta lagi dan tetep dengan menggunakan mobil. Dalam perjalana gw sempet berenti di beberapa tempat sekalian nyobain masakan daerah tersebut dan beli beberapa barang kerajinan seperti batik dan belangkon. Dalam perjalanan gw sempet ngeliat banyak perilaku orang2 desa, karena kebetulan jalan yang gw ambil masuk desa gitu. Contoh perilaku2 tersebut adalah boker ato bahasa alusnya berak dipinggir kali, dan entah kenapa pas gw ngeliat kebetulan lele kuningnya lagi keluar dari pabrik(hoooeekk). Ada juga orang kencing sembarangan dan emang lagi apes aja penampakan anunya terlihat oleh mata suci gw, dan dengan gak pake lama gw mendadak buta sementara(gak lah). Tapi Alhamdulillah gw sampe rumah dengan selamat sentosa.

Dec 31
I celebrated new year with big family with ‘bakar-bakaran’ and fireworks.

Dec 1
I went back KL. As usual, sad moment happened when my family was about to leave Jakarta. still couldn’t believe that three weeks passed just like that. But an incident occurred when I just arrived. I was very thirsty, I went to my fridge immediately and saw a very attractive milk. Then I grabbed the milk and drunk without thinking. I suspected something was wrong, then I realized that the taste of the milk was funny, it was very sour like armpit(not mine). Then I checked the expiring date, it showed Dec 30 2010. Then after an hour I started to get headache and stomachache. But it was the best holiday so far. hehe

Setelah liburan hidup gw jadi kembali seperti normal lagi dimana harus disiksa dengan pelajaran yang gak ada abisnya. Di tambah lagi dengan aktivitas gw yang semakain padet, dimana kalo dibilang buat ngecek hape aja gak sempet(lebay). Karena gw Alhamdulillah sekarang sudah resmi menjadi anggota PPIUM atau kepanjangan dari Persatuan Pelajar Indonesia University Malaya. Dengan sukses kita melakukan pelantikan pada tanggal 13 februari 2011.

Gw juga bergabung dengan tim basket Indonesia di UM, ato byasa disebut UMI All-star(ngarep). Gw yang berkemampuan melempar bola asal2an ini tanpa sengaja dilirik oleh manager tim Um All-star dan tiba2 aja langsung gabung. Nomer punggung gw 10, karena gw terinspirasi sama kapten tsubasa, maksud gw hanamichi sakuragi. Prestasi UMI All-star cukup membanggakan, rekor terkalahkan pun kami pegang pada kejuaraan “Garuda Cup” tahun ini.

Ngomong2 soal hape gw, kondisinya semakin parah tutup batre sama tutup mc udah gak ada. Gw ngeliatnya udah kasian pengen cepet2 gw pensiunin, tapi berubung gw orang yang setia terhadap bangsa, orang tua dan barang, ntu hape masih gw pake sampe sekarang.

But the best thing that has ever happened was on Feb 23 2011 which was on Wednesday, where a lot of surprises happened. The day started with test at 8am. I did badly on the test due to my stupidity and careless and too much study. The test started at 8am, I woke up at 8.30 and got to the exam hall at 8.45 and the test finished at 9. Well, it happens to everyone*sigh*

Then after the test I went back to my dorm with a gloomy face. But things changed when I went online. It was because of her that my mood of surviving was on again. At night we competed in FESENI, which stands for “Festival Seni”. My team as a representative for my college was rewarded as second place and judge’s favorite team for Acoustic division. We were very happy when the MC announced that happy news. Honestly, I screamed when I heard about the news.hehehe

Never been to this kind of condition where I have YOU and HER inside here.
i should have just ignored YOU those days..Please responsible on thing you've done.TT