GUESS WHO'S BACK!!!!!!!!

Yup here I am, filling this blank blog again. After sooooo long being absent from this cyber world.

You all must be wondering about my return. I give you a hint. Have you all watched batman returns? I guess you have. The reason is the same.

exactly, you are absolutely correct, I have nothing to do nowadays, actually I have, preparing my master proposal and waiting for the research assistant approval letter. I waited for like forever since December til today actually. Btw happy new year to all.

Just want to continue telling the world what/how/why my life is.

From the last post, if im not mistaken it was before the start of the 4th semester. Well things went pretty well actually in my 4th semester, like my grades, social life, finance. I started my fieldwork training on the 4th and 5th semester. What I learnt from that was actually much more useful and easier to understand than study the whole 3 previous semester. I mean like things get pretty easy when you have it in your hand rather than in your imagination. All terms that I have forgotten from my previous lecturers have suddenly come back and since I saw/felt/tasted what the terms are actually meant, I understood them even more. feels like the life after you just free the burden in the toilet. its like you have been given a second chance to live. Suddenly you feel the word "YOLO" does not even exist anymore. superb. I have also touched/hold/smelled/rubbed 15 kg of pure gold.

I repeat 15 KG OF PURE GOLD!!!!!!!

Can you imagine that, this nuisance boy like me could touch that kind of expensive material. If you dont believe me look at my previous FB PP. You can see there is a very happy, cute, handsome guy holding 15kg bar of gold. When I was holding that gold bar, I felt like the richest guy in that room, even for a couple of seconds.*what a wonderful feeling.

As some of people in this world know that music is part of my life. Again my team was trusted to present for my college and took part in one of the most prestige event in the uni. That time we got third place. well Im proud actually since we only practice for 2 weeks. Besides that time my team had different members than the previous one. I believed we didnt really strongly bonded that time, so the music we produced didnt really come from our heart.

My final year was not very good, disappointing actually since my grade dropped on the first semester of my final year. I did not really know why. I studied the same way as the previous semester and believed I did the exam well. even I have less credits, supposedly I could grade-up but things went the opposite way. My FYP did not really brought so much problems since I got and settled everything according to the plan. But why/how/what made my grade went down. I was shocked when the time I received my report card. I could not believe my self what I saw that day and things get worst when some friends suggested me korean movies.

Every night I watched one korean movie and cried every time the movie ended. Most of them have bad endings, I dont really know why must one of the couple dies, its like the korean producer does not really like to see the audience smile. Why dont they put the one that dies is someone that is not really in the movie story, like maybe the person who's just passing by, or maybe the maid, or the security guard, atleast not the main lovers. Coz, Its just too sad seeing it ends like that. You know sometimes I wonder, that probably, the movie is based on the producers life story. maybe, who knows. Back on my uni life. So to overcome that I reduced the time I go online, even I cut my social life abit and stop several routine activities in my second semester. I turned out better and I get fatter(is that even a word), but still the result was below my target but I tried my best. I failed to grad as A's student.

Well FYI I just graduated from my undergrad 3 months ago, I felt absolutely nothing during the day of what people called "convocation". I didn't really get it why everybody was so happy that day (ofcourse there were other guys who looked worst than me, i mean their face expressions, must be the nerd type), I mean like everyone who enters university will eventually graduate right, Im not saying that Im not grateful, but it just you know, the real life starts after that and it is worst than the uni life.

I changed the template or layout. The old one kinda lame.

Friend said "Success is moving on from failure" * kinda true.

Funny sayings "Don't be deeply sad of one failure, you still have plenty ahead"